ramblings of love

i need to talk to someone...
i think i've found love, i think i've found what i've been wishing and hoping for all these years. i don't mean to brag or make anyone uncomfortable but i am so filled with love that i can't hold it in!!
i have never felt this happy before in my life and i have never been so comfortable with a guy like this ever!! i don't know what to do, i feel like i could fly or do the impossible!! i'm always thinking about him and i never want to leave him when we're together. he gave me my first kiss and he's taken my heart away. (in a good way)
i wish... i don't need to wish for anything, i have everything i could ever wish for in him!! love is such an understatement for what i feel and i can't figure out the words to really describe how i feel.
like they say, patience is a virtue. i didn't have all the patience in the world, but right when i decided to be patient and stop looking so hard, he came into my life.
i was willing to let go of the one thing i had wished for since i was old enough to care about this kind of stuff, and i guess such a sacrifice on my side gave me the one thing i was trying so hard to find.
my heart can never be calm anymore, every time i think of him or i'm with him, my heart flutters. he makes me want to become a better person and he has made me happier within this past week than i have ever been in my entire life!! i love him so much and i just wanted someone to be able to truly understand how i felt.
thank you for letting me tell you of my love and i hope i didn't make you feel any negative emotion. the last thing i want to do is to make someone else unhappy.
takusan no dakishimeru...
itsumo aishiteru Hideo-kun!!!