priorities...egh

i know i can do better
i know i can overcome my stubornness
but will it be in time?

you've offered me so many open doors to take the chance to do the right thing
but i never took them because i was just too stuborn.
i need to stay focused and keep striving for what i want out of life.
thank you for always being there for me.
i appreciate your concern so much but now i need to keep to my end
and know when to "bite the bullet" and study.

i will try my best to keep on track but right now i am straying far from it.
i'm sry for making you suffer for it.
i will try to find ways to work around it and make things better.

thank you again for all your support and love.
i honestly don't know what i'd do without you.
you are my one and only and i would have it no other way.


incubus-i miss you

To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, Utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said "I miss you"?

I see your picture.
I smell your skin on
The empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days,
But already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care,
And I miss you.