i miss you so much...

i miss you so much...

it hurts sometimes to think of you,
all i wanna do is curl up into a ball
in the comfort of my bed
and cry myself to sleep
so i may dream of being with you again.

this most definetly will be a long week for me.

i know you'll be back in 6 days,
i know you'll love me no less,
i know you're thinking of me like i think of you,
i know we're always connected no matter what's between us,
be it space, time, or that annoying "work wall".

i just dont know how long i can go
without seeing your loving smile
or hearing your embracing voice.

childish as it may seem to write all this,
i try to hold myself together,
i try to hold in my tears,
i try to look forward to your few calls
and our rezndevous in my dreams.

i just hate the fact of not being able to run to you
to hug you and hold you
to be in your arms and feel safe.

i know your enjoying yourself,
and no matter how hard you may try to convince me or yourself,
i know you are not missing me as much as i miss you.
you have your family time, and i envy that.
i dont want you to worry,
so i try not to show it when you text or call.

you deserve this break,
but i cant possibly word how much i miss you.

enjoy my love
itsumo aishiteru, yakusokusuru
*mu-mu-muah!!*

all i need is...

all i need is...

your arms around me
your heart beating against mine
your hands in mine
your scent tied with mine
your strength
your protection
your love
your passion...

all i need is you